chapter 55
MATT’S POV
I want to be supportive of her just getting a job, but I hate the fact that she’s going to be gone all day. Not being able to talk to her is going to be torture. Not sure how I am going to occupy my time. I don’t understand why she really has to work because her mother is filthy rich. She should pay for Jessica’s apartment, and she would never have to work. I don’t know how to suggest that to Jessica or if she would even go for it.
As I see the Sun coming up, I decide to get changed and go for a run. Jessica will be getting up in 2 hours. I want to be back in time to watch her get ready for her first day. I love the way Jessica looks when nobody is watching well, when she thinks nobody is watching. Her beauty really shines. When she leaves to go to work today, I am going to go into her apartment and set up more cameras. There are angles in her apartment that I can’t see, and I don’t like it, so this way I will be able to see every angle that is needed to see of her.From NôvelDrama.Org.
As I am running, all I can think about is Jessica and the way she makes me feel and want her constantly. She doesn’t even have to try, and she makes my cock hard. She has a beauty that most girls don’t have any that I have ever meant. I find myself stuck on what to do with her.
Wondering am I capable of a normal life with someone, can I be a family man? I never even considered it before, but I am starting to because of her. I loved my life before her, always being satisfied. Now I’m lost in how to satisfy my cravings, wondering what I can do to be completely satisfied without hurting Jessica. I’m not sure if that is even possible.
I have never put someone else’s needs before my own. I really never cared what other people wanted. I was hoping this run would help me to figure things out, but I’m still blinded to what I truly want not being able to figure it out. Getting frustrated not knowing what I am doing I’m out of my comfort zone. Trying to be her Mr. Right.
As I am getting back to my apartment, I am quiet, not wanting her to know I am awake. I go, and I change. I get a cup of coffee and go down to my computer to watch her. As I am watching her, sleep she looks so peaceful, but all I can think about is fucking her. My cock is getting hard, so I decide to stroke it as I watch her sleep. The pleasure she gives me just by sleeping is remarkable. I am not so much for masturbation, but I can’t help myself. She makes me crazy and all I want is her.
As I watch her wake up and get out of bed to go to shower, her body is amazing. Loving it when she is naked and exposed everywhere. Wanting to see every angle of her body. It is making me crazy. I can’t take it anymore. I decide that I am going to surprise her and hopefully get a quickie before she goes to work.
When I walk into her apartment, my cock is already hard and ready for her pussy. I can tell she is surprised seeing me and a little irritated. Which makes me want to punish her. Trying to get her to satisfy me, but she is not going for it. I am Pissed off that she says no who does she think she is. I will make her pay for saying no how I am not sure but knowing I will come up with something.
I walked out of her apartment, pissed off and unsatisfied. I know what I need to do, but it’s too early just yet. I will take every part of her eventually she will not be able to resist me at all. As I get back to my apartment, I see she is conflicted about what to wear. Knowing no matter what she chooses, she’s going to look stunning. Not being able to see what she is looking at is making me crazy. Knowing that soon I will be able to see whatever she sees.
I know that she is nervous about her first day. I want her to be happy, that’s why I got them to hire her. But now I am starting to regret it knowing that she’s not going to be home. As I watched her leave, I am disappointed she’s going to be gone for hours every day. I want her to be dependent on me, but I am thinking that is going to be a problem.
I wait for about an hour after she leaves making sure that she’s not coming back. I get all the things that I need to plant the cameras. I even get some audio bugs, so I will be able to hear all she says. I try to make it as discreet as possible, not wanting anyone to think anything is suspicious.
As I get into her apartment, her smell overwhelms me loving it. I go, and I lay in her bed and smell her pillow, her scent making me wild. Seeing a pair of her dirty panties I pick them up impelling her smell, loving the smell of her pussy. My cock becomes hard fantasizing about her, I take her dirty panties and I stroke my hard cock until I cum I clean myself with them then throw them in the hamper giving her a chance of catching me.
I need to make the camera’s discreet as possible. I don’t want any chance of her finding them. I decided to text her to see how her day is going. Not receiving a message back from her is starting to irritate me. She used to respond right away, but now it has already been 15 minutes with no response. I don’t know why she’s starting to get distant from me, she doesn’t know what I am capable of.
As much as I don’t believe in relationships, I still don’t want any other men claiming her. I might have to take a step that I have never taken and claim her as mine. I know the effect that she has on men because of the effect she has on me. I don’t want any other man coming into her life trying to take her from me.
All of a sudden, I hear her door open fuck how am I going to explain this I hurry up and hide. It is too early. She should not be here. I didn’t even get time to plant them all. Fuck I let my supplies on her bed she can’t see them it will all be over if she does. I look out her bedroom door and she isn’t coming, so I hurry and grab the bag and hide on the other side of her bed hoping she doesn’t come on this side of her bed.
I lay and wait for her to become occupied, so I can try to escape. Wondering why she would not have texted me to let me know she was on her way home. I wait for her to go into the bathroom before I hear her turn the water on. I wait for her to get in once she is in. I escaped out of her apartment thankfully I didn’t get caught. Fuck that was so close I thought I was done for.
I go back into my apartment and I watch her as she is relaxing in the tub. I decided to text her to see how her day was. To my surprise she doesn’t even look at her phone. Getting angry that she is ignoring me and I don’t like it. I try to contain myself, but it’s hard when all I want is her attention.
I watch her and wait for her to fall asleep. Once I know she is out, and she won’t be easily awakened I go into her apartment. I stand over her while she sleeps, just watching her. Wanting to take all of her but forcing myself to be patient. Hoping that everything will fall into place when it is supposed to.