Chapter 247 “Don’t ever abandon me again”
He tries hard to forget, but when he recalls that day, the pain is still vivid in his heart, making him feel a sharp pain.
“Until we met again five years later, I was ecstatic that you were safe and that you had such a lovely child by your side. I was also really happy to know that you had a good life for the past five years. And I’ve told myself not to bother you. But Ava, the kind of pain of losing you, you have not tasted, is how the cone of the bone, that is why, I will meet you again and again, in various ways, pester you, even at the expense of you hate me, I am still at your side…” told his thoughts during this time, his heart is aching, he for her Change so much.
And she tells him it’s not love…
“I know I have made many mistakes, only you, can redeem me, until then, such a me, have no qualifications to make demands with you, but I want to tell you, my feelings for you, is absolutely love.” Yes, this is what he is going to tell her, his feelings for her, is absolutely love.
He does love her. that’s why he would rather change for her.
Absolutely love.
These four words, as if they were hammers, chiseled into Ava’s heart, leaving deep indentations, making her look at the side of Noah’s face in amazement, her heart shaking.
But she couldn’t get a word out.
Did he really look for her in the past. Did he really recognize when Karen returned that he had fallen in love with himself instead?
She never expected to hear this from Noah’s lips.
The man in front of you, and the memory of the cold man, is like two people.
To her surprise, she couldn’t believe it, the way he was so tender.
The car, suddenly stopped.
He looked back at the surprised Ava, but did not have any other look, just unbuckled Ava’s seat belt, then got out of the car, went around to Ava’s side and opened the door for Ava.
Ava just looked at him dumbfounded, got out of the car following his open door, and then walked with her to the front door of Kim’s house.
At this moment, Noah looked at Ava’s back, his heart was extraordinarily sad, and inexplicably, he suddenly felt that if she entered the gate, she would never see him again.
A pain in the heart. He couldn’t help but give up his love for her heart and put down all his pride and dignity and said to her, “If you can… the last few days, can you not hide from me…”.
Noah’s words, ringing behind Ava, made her a heart already in chaos, once again set off a wild and violent rain…
“I can leave, I can withdraw from your life, all these, as long as you are happy, I can do. I can also suffer loneliness and live alone. But at least, give me a few days, the memories of you and Nina and me together… okay?”
He had never begged anyone or anything so much.
But he cares about her and the time he spends with her.
Even if only for one day, he believes that the long lonely life ahead, but can become his courage to live.
He, who has been alone for too long. didn’t want to be alone.
“I love you and I love Nina, and I know that you are in pain when you see me, and Nina, if it weren’t for me, would not have been in the accident. So, for the sake of your happiness. I am willing to leave. I just hope these last few days will be filled with more good memories with you guys…” Noah’s voice, trembling softly, each word made his heart ache.
Ava is no different.
It turns out that his departure was for himself.
It was because she resisted him and hated him, and because he loved Nina deeply and didn’t want her to get hurt and leave…
So, it’s like this…
Heart, in this moment, pain can not breathe, all their own reason, are telling her.
Ava be brave and accept him.
Yet, she still couldn’t turn around to face him.
Noah faces Ava’s back and can’t see her expression.
The hopeful heart gradually cools.
In the end, she wouldn’t even give him this little memory?
Yeah, who is he to have a woman who gives him fond memories of pain at the sight of him every day?
Just. He gives up.
In the end, he said nothing, laughed mockingly, and turned away heartbroken.
Behind her, the sound of the car door opening made Ava turn around instantly.
Seeing Noah’s lonely and cold back, at that moment, she saw an incomparably lonely and heartbroken man.
Watch him bend down to enter the car.
She couldn’t hold back any longer and turned around and rammed into him!
A hug from behind him “Do not go…”
At this moment, she could only utter one sentence.
Don’t go! she really hoped he wouldn’t go. don’t leave her and the baby behind like that.
As much as the past hurt her, the moment he was about to leave just now hurt her even more.
Noah was shocked by Ava’s sudden movement, his body stiffened, and the next second he couldn’t help but turn around in joy.
Looking at Ava, I was mesmerized by her beautiful and moving face.Belonging © NôvelDram/a.Org.
“If you want, I will never leave you again…” Noah’s eyes were full of desire and expectation, asking Ava’s will.
Under his burning gaze, eventually, she gave in.
Ava’s nod made Noah ecstatic, bending down and picking her up in his arms as he entered the front door of the Kim house.
It was already early in the morning, and the servants had gone to sleep one after another.
Ava takes out the key and opens the door. Noah carries her straight to the second floor and enters her room.
Upon entering the door, Noah strides towards the bed with Ava in his arms.
Noah slowly lowered Ava, and the next second, his hot body covered Ava.
His lips hit Ava’s lips hard, and unlike before, his kiss was full of ecstasy and satisfaction.
Her teeth are roughly pried open by Noah, and Ava has no chance to resist, but to let him pillage inside her mouth.
Along with her sanity, she betrayed it all.
He couldn’t help but get lost in Ava’s body, she was really a beautiful hanger, wearing whatever clothes had a kind of magic that Noah couldn’t take his eyes off.
Fascinated, he couldn’t help but start slowing down his pace, he kissed deeply, gentle kisses fell, and the previous rough and wild man was judged like two.
At this moment, Ava couldn’t help but shiver all over.
Unlike the first two times they had a half-hearted relationship. This time, she opened her heart willingly.
So, there will be even more trembling and longing.
Noah looked at Ava, who was already exhausted and weak.
Two people at this time, are covered in sweat.
His kiss fell again, but she resisted him to her seductively said “just haven’t showered…”
She hadn’t showered just now, and now after strenuous exercise, her body was covered in sweat.
Noah looked at her and couldn’t help but smile badly, eventually nodding his head and ending the lovemaking.
He picked up Ava and walked to the bathroom, put the water on, and soaked in the tub together.
Sensing Ava’s exhaustion, he did not touch her again, but just kept holding Ava, he rested his head on her shoulder, he liked the smell of her body belonging to him. He was really relieved to have her company.
Ava was too tired to say a word, and leaned into Noah’s arms, listening to his resounding heartbeat.
Himself hardly believe that she, today, will really accept him…
“you’ve always had me in your heart, haven’t you.” Noah gently stroked Ava’s body, then turned her around to face himself. The eyes were serious.
Ava faintly flinched, but immediately looked away in embarrassment.
Because, he is telling the truth.
Noah was so smart that he knew what she was thinking with one look. But he just smiled and continued to ask “If you have me, why do you still resist me so much, the past, is it really that important?”
He never understood why Ava rejected his proposal yesterday…
Ava was so seriously asked by him that she finally sighed.
Now that he has been accepted. There is nothing to hide.
“I am afraid that if I once again put you too much on my mind, you still ran away from me what to do? This time, I’m different from five years ago… I’m no longer all alone, and Nina, Nina likes you so much, I’m really afraid, I can’t keep you.”
After all, it is actually her own lack of confidence.
Even without Karen, she didn’t have the confidence to stand by his side.
Ava’s words caused Noah to faintly stare.
He did not expect that five years later Ava and once Ava still have one thing in common…
That is, not confident.
All of this comes from her low self-esteem.
“God knows, how good you are, I won’t be able to leave.” Noah looked at her with a gentle smile, she had absolutely no idea how enchanted she made him. ” Ava, I promise you. This time, I will never leave you, unless I die, I will never leave your side half a step again. I’ll wait for you, I’ll look for you, for five whole years, and for every five years of your life after that, I’ll be there, always with you and Nina.” Noah vowed this for the first time.
Simply because there is no one in this world worthy of his oath.
But for her, he did.
Because, he needs her to stay by his side.
Ava looked at Noah and felt a touch of peace in her heart.
For the first time, he moved closer to Noah’s embrace and pressed his face against his chest again, murmuring “If you leave me and Nina again, I will never, ever forgive you.”
Ava’s words made Noah so happy that he couldn’t help but hug her fiercely “Don’t worry, I’ll never leave!”
Ava was in his arms, smiling contentedly.
Before, she couldn’t tell how she felt about Noah. But now, she is also sure that she loves him.
Otherwise, this moment would not be so satisfying.
She hoped that fate would not turn and prayed that Noah would, for once, stay by her side forever. She stopped thinking about anything as much as possible and just let everything go.
She is now leaning in his arms, with such a weak and aggrieved voice to so pray to the heavens, to be able to let him stay and not let her get hurt again…